Wednesday, December 18, 2024
Roast Beef Ramen - McGinty's Wood Oven Pub
Tuesday, December 17, 2024
Home Gym - Power Cage
Thursday, December 12, 2024
Navajo Moon
(It was much brighter in person)...
but as I was taking Bandi out to her forest bathroom
just a short while ago...
I looked up and saw a large circle of light...
a halo around the moon
(extending almost from edge to edge in this photo).
The Navajo Indians had made the correlation between a halo around the moon...
and very cold weather to come within a few days.
It forms when cirrus clouds are spread so thinly...high up in the atmosphere...
that they are not readily apparent unless a bright light is shone through them...
as when a bright moon is visible.
Ice crystals refract the light and a halo appears.
Meteorologists have noticed a direct correlation between a Navajo Moon (my term for it)...
and exceptionally cold weather to follow within five days...
or as early as the next day.
Every time I take Bandi out to her forest bathroom at night...
after initially scanning the forest with my flashlight...
I will look up at the night sky.
This was the first time I had seen a Navajo Moon since being here.
The wind was blowing at about 20 miles an hour...
the air was crisp and clear...
and much more cold than usual.
But...
it was so nice.
I then took the above picture from my second floor deck.
I often just stargaze from one of my decks.
I love the feeling of the wind on my face...
even in winter...
as I look up into the starlit darkness above.
But...
as I am just a hobby point and shooter with my camera...
I lack the equipment for Astrophotography.
However...
I have a perfect place for it.
I am sheltered from all extraneous light sources at my home...
and coupled with my altitude of over 9,600 ft. in elevation...
the stars are a pleasure to view.
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I finally received most of my packages for my home gym.
I am supposed to receive another package tomorrow.
Even though they were supposed to have arrived last Monday...
only today (Friday)...
did most of them arrive.
I do understand the delay though.
Even though we only had snow for one day...
deliveries had to be postponed for that day...
but as each truck is almost fully loaded...
they then must try to fit in a full truckload into the following days...
resulting in substantial delays.
When the Fedex van pulled up to the top of my driveway...
I had already parked my car near the top
and I asked the delivery driver to just load the boxes into the back of my car
so I could then just drive into my garage with the heavy boxes.
I will start assembling my home gym tomorrow.
Remember...
Toller Time...
it is always Toller Time here.
I only do what I wish to...
when I wish to...
how I wish to...
and with however many breaks I wish to take.
Freedom and Serenity...
the motto of The House of Toller :)
Tuesday, December 10, 2024
A Gusty Winter Wonderland
These should prove to be magical.
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Perhaps...
it is not the camera which cannot capture what I see with my unaided eyes.
A quality camera should be able to capture more than what the unaided eyes of people can.
I am very nearsighted.
Actually...
I was so nearsighted that I was almost legally blind less than 10 years ago
(visual acuity...not light acuity).
As a person ages...
his eyes tend to get more far sighted...
and so...
my vision has improved over 20 points over the years
(from just over 20/220 to 20/200).
But, as a result...
what I see through my unaided eyes is far more beautiful than with glasses.
(I only wear glasses when I drive).
Although almost everything is out of focus
(unless it is within a meter or so)...
particularly objects which emit, reflect, or refract light
(with their slightly pulsating and glittering effect)...
including the stars at night...
and ice crystals...
they are so much more beautiful this way.
This is one of the prime reasons I only wear glasses when I have to.
It is also one of the reasons I don't wear a hearing aid
(I am partially deaf).
The world is so much more of a beautiful place without them.
I see the world in a more general way...
without the extraneous and bothersome details present with perfect vision...
and without the obnoxiously loud sounds of everything around us.
To be able to have a more muted world...
is to have more serenity.
I can still hear what I need to
(so long as there is not competing ambient noise...
when it then becomes difficult to understand speech)...
without having to hear the small bothersome and irritating sounds of everyday life...
which allows me to listen to the music of the mind
and to be in my own world, of which is filled with such peace and serenity...
just as this music inspires...
and where you feel the music, instead of merely hearing it.
I love my 'rose colored glasses' world.
I have seen the stars with and without glasses.
To be able to see each star pulsate and glitter in the night sky
is far more preferable to seeing them as individual and
sharply focused points of lights which just boringly sit there amidst a void of darkness.
Without glasses...
the stars come alive.
They are larger and move about slightly...
and why I love to look at them.
As the stars seem to move about to the orchestra of the mind...
patterns from the random movements emerge...
and a beautiful light show is then mine.
I am the maestro...
and the stars begin to pulsate under my conduction.
When I look at icicles...
the light diffuses and the colors seem much more alive.
When I take photos of them...
I may then see them up close through the eyes of the camera
(or when I see them through glasses)...
and it is just not the same.
Why live in a world which is far less interesting...
and far less beautiful than what our minds create for us?
Yes...
I am most like...
Mr. Magoo :)
However...
the difference is...
is that I not only know the difference between reality and fantasy...
I choose to live in my world with my nearsighted eyes wide open.
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Sorry for the roundabout manner of the above.
My point is that by choosing what we allow to alter our perception of any situation...
by how we look at things...
by how we react to things...
by what we prioritize in life...
and how we plan accordingly...
it directly affects our lives.
When you filter out the negatives in life...
you have only the positives left
(minus the void...which can be a positive or a negative).
And when you choose to live in serenity...
you begin to see the beauty all around you...
and you enjoy the great simple pleasures in life.
Deep happiness is our sacred duty to ourselves...
and to any of those with whom we come into contact.
Yes...
I still get momentarily frustrated at times...
but it is all kept in perspective.
It is for only the briefest of moments...
and it is a relatively minor instance.
I don't blow it out of proportion...
and I certainly do not harbor anger.
I will sometimes use the catharsis of profanity...
and then...
the incident is over.
I feel better...
I usually inwardly laugh at myself...
and I am then in my world of serenity again.
(and yes...
when I fell in the snow earlier today...
there was a profane one word expletive uttered...
but, then, like a toddler...
I got back up and tottered off smiling as if nothing had happened...
while simply looking forward to playtime once again :)
When you allow your mind to become still
(made especially easy in serene settings in solitude)...
the subconscious fills your world with what your heart desires most.
The movie of the mind...
complete with a beautiful soundtrack from the orchestra of the mind playing...
becomes the movie of the heart that tells you what you most desire in life.
The problem with many people is that they engage too much with our physical world...
and not enough with our inner world.
We simply must be right with ourselves if we are to be right with the world.
Yes...
there are times when we must do things we hate
(I have a difficult time holding my tongue in some instances)...
some things which drain of us of our energy...
but what we must never do is to betray ourselves in the long run...
that of following our true path of happiness.
We only have one shot at life...
and never again.
Once you can wrap your head around this one concept...
it becomes your first step on your path to deep happiness...
where you begin to correctly prioritize things in your life...
and actually do them.
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In summary:
We have but three states of being:
The Negative
The Void
The Positive
By limiting the negative...
you have more of the void and the positive.
When you fill the void with the positive...
all you have left is the positive.
By engineering this in our inner world...
we automatically see the opportunities and alternate paths in the outer world
for us to make the positive changes necessary to make them a reality.
It is not merely wishful thinking...
but the putting of ourselves on a positive path of change...
the carrying out of that path until fruition...
and of truly appreciating the grand beauty of life...
that makes the difference.
This way you become forgiving of your past...
grateful of your present...
and hopeful for your future.
This is the way to serenity.
A Mountain Top Sunset Singing Session
Song: I'll Never Fall In Love Again Artist: Tom Jones I was looking at YouTube in bed when this song had come up on my feed. Tom Jon...




























































